October 24, Sunday

Taylor spent the night in my room last night. We woke up around 11.

Today, I worked more on my anthropology paper, and did some random things for my spring classes next semester.

I went to mass at 6, at the local church in town. In his homily, the priest talked about the importance of being a witness in our everyday life. He also talked about the importance of prayer. I have seen the power of prayer transform into powerful manifestations on this Ireland journey. His words were powerful though, as we are called to be a witness of truth to all people. Moreover, our walk of faith is not going to be easy. We will be bashed, slammed, and hurt, but it is through this glimpses of weakness, that prominently mold the intense vision of our strength. It is through our steadfast example to others, that we are able to provide them with a touch of God’s grace. We are able to be an instrument of God’s love, as He is the ultimate guide.

Taylor, Megan and I had a nice dinner together—chicken, and a lovely filled pasta.

Taylor and I went to Kara’s room to do last minute things for our trip. Taylor, Kara, Catherine and I are spending this upcoming week touring Ireland. What is nice about this trip, is that everything is already planned. Included are a lot of tours, breakfast and neat places to see.

I am excited for this week. This will be a great time to meet other people, who will be joining this tour for the week. For me, listening to someone’s story brings a lot of importance to life.

It was just one of those chilled days—appreciating every moment.

The tour of Ireland will come with much excitement and happy memories, I am sure. For now though, I look at the existence of Ireland right before my eyes. I can see the beauty of this peaceful country. The shades of colors, are ever so vibrant, and glorious. When I look out my window, I see God right before my eyes. I am seeing God in new ways on this journey. He is real. He is alive. He is the ONLY thing that will keep me going in my life. He is the Father and ruler of all; He is my Father—this is the greatest gift of all.

October 25^th, Monday

Today was our first day of our Paddy wagon tour. We took a taxi really early in the morning. Our driver met George Bush---how cool. When we arrived to Dublin, we went to the Paddy wagon building—checked in and had breakfast down in their kitchen.

The bus was pretty spacious and cozy, which is probably a good thing, considering there are 58 of us, and we will be on this bus a lot this week.

Our first stop was to the Guinness Factory. This was my second time going—each time bringing something special and new. We went up the Galaxy Bar, which shows a 360 view of the whole city. The sun was shining on the whole city. The Bar is nice and cozy and luxurious. I was not up for a free pint of Guinness early in the morning, so I had soda instead—probably a good choice on my part.

A lot of people on our tour with us were from Australia and London.  A lot of people were also teachers. We were the only Americans—no big deal though, we just represented our lovely country in a good way I hope.

We saw the battle scenes where the movie Brave Heart took place. Mel Gibson came to Ireland and said, “We need land.” Since the movie Brave Heart was shot, there has been talk about re-making it. The Irish army gets first say if there is an opportunity for extras.

We headed to Cork.

The Irish people sometimes take for granted the beauty that surrounds there every day. I think that we all do though. I have reflected on my life back home in America—I often take for granted the beauty that is around me every day. We often do not take the time to look. God’s design is right before our eyes—yet we ignore it because we are too busy.

This Ireland journey is always about the adventure—a central theme that has been put into use with all of the Saint Mary’s girls here in Ireland.

Wilferd A Peterson once said, “Go forth seeking adventure, open your eyes, your ears, your mind, your heart, your spirit and you will find adventure everywhere.”

A boy named Patrick was held in hostage. Later on in his life, his vision for studying Christianity increased. He was eventually re-captured. Rather than working, he was praying. He was ordained a priest later on in his life. He left Ireland for 7 years. Patrick returned to Ireland around Halloween—which is a big pagan celebration. Patrick met the high king of Ireland. He spread Christianity around Ireland—from village to village. He picked up a Shamrock, which symbolizes the Trinity. The Ireland people could not read or write. He began to turn Ireland from a pagan country to a Christianity country.

We went to Cashel—the capital town of Ireland. This is where the crowning took place for the high kings. Saint Patrick built his monastery here. It is up on a beautiful hill—I saw it with my own eyes!

The Rock House was our spot for lunch, located right by the monastery. The four of us—Kara, Catherine, Taylor and I had chicken, potatoes and veggies. It was yummy—I ate it fast.

We met Josh, who is from London and on our bus tour.

Cork is a rebellious city. We went to the Blarney Castle—I nearly died as I kissed the stone. My anxiety went up big time, because I am scared of heights. However, I did not let my fear get the best of me—I needed to conquer my fear. I had to have the courage to overcome my fear—as I teach my Five Star kids back home. It is always about the adventure—and my adventure with kissing the stone was the topic of the day. The castle was wonderful.

Cork harbor is the second largest in the world, and the titanic was structured there.

Kara, Catherine, Taylor and I walked around the city of Cork, after settling into our hostel (The Kinaley Hostel). All of the shopping centers were about to close, which was sad. At least we saved money by not shopping.

For dinner we all had pasta, garlic bread and salad. All 58 of us ate this yummy dish in the kitchen at the hostel. I probably had six helpings—not sure why I am always hungry.

The four of us shared many laughs. We slept in a room with 16 other people—coed.

We got this little corner, closed off for the four of us. The room was certainly a little questionable, as can be expected in a hostel. The saying, “You get what you pay for,” is sure. Hostels are about the experience, and it took a lot of convincing by my friends, that I would be okay.

We all hung out in the lounge room for a while. It was great getting to know a lot of the people who would  be on this journey with me. It is safe to say that I knew that I would be making life long friends.

October 26, Tuesday

We woke up early and had a great, large, amazing breakfast---toast. We spiced it up with a bit of jam and butter though.

I did not sleep well last night, so I knew that I would be tired all day today.

We went to the National Park in Killarney and took a carriage around. The water, fields, mountains, the everything, was beautiful. We stopped at Rock Castle, during our carriage ride tour.

We then headed to Inch beach---breath taking. Far in the distance, the sun rays reflected over the water. It was peaceful, breezy and windy. There was a little café overlooking the water. Instead of eating there, we went to the little shop and bought food. Taylor and I had cheese and crackers. We were on budgets, and our parents would be proud.

We headed to Dingle, and on our way, saw the Amateur Race Track. The bus ride to Dingle was breath taking. We saw amazing cliffs.

The four of us toured the town. We went to Murphy’s ice cream, and then did some walking around and shopping. It was a windy, rainy and cold day—welcome to Ireland!

We got to the hostel and the town that we stayed in has under 1,000 people. The hostel was a lot nicer than last night. We got a room of 6 with our own bathroom. I slept pretty well. The only type of night-life in this town was the pub that was attacked to the hostel. We had a great time, as a lot of the tour crew stayed together in the pub. We danced, had laughs, sang karaoke and just had a grand time. I sang Summer Nights and a few other songs with “Team America” (a pretty creative name, I’ll say). Everyone sang me happy birthday and at midnight, the four of us, and other members of our tour group had a birthday drink.

This was my last day to be a teenager: my birthday, October 27.

I look back on my teenage years with a big smile. I accomplished a lot during those years. I experienced a lot, met a lot of great people and saw God working miracles.

I look at the moment, and appreciate each day, hoping that many blessings come in the next chapter of my life.

As Taylor told me, “Moni, you are now a MS (mature student).

October 27^th, Wednesday

My birthday!!!! I am 20 years old.

I woke up with my friends and members of the tour saying, “Happy Birthday.”

This morning we stopped in Adare. Taylor and I went to the supermarket called Centra. We both got sandwiches to snack on. Again, we both budgeted and figured that this would be cheaper than eating in the little café that was around the corner. Gosh, my dad is going to be super proud of me and all of my savings. I also bought hummus and crackers, so that when we stopped for lunch, I could just eat this.

The best birthday present—the Cliffs of Moher. I could sit here and write about my experience but I can’t, because what I experienced cannot come in words. These experiences are personal to me, and what I see with my own eyes, is unreal.

As I stood on the cliff, I remember praising God for this beauty that I was seeing right before my eyes. I thought about the creation story, and how God created the world. He could have made everything black and white, but instead He chose color and creativity.

It was a windy day though, so every picture that we tried to take of the four of us, took some effort.

For lunch, we stopped at Fitzpatricks bar. The four of us ate our lunch outside, as the others eagerly waited in line to fill their empty stomachs. The birds outside came fairly close to us, in hopes to get some of our food.

Off to Galway we went. Galway is a stunning city. Caroline, Quinny and Molly came in for my birthday. They stayed at the Earl Hotel, which ended up being close to our hostel. They surprised me with a bottle of my favorite drink, a card and a big birthday badge to wear.

Quinny, Molly, Caroline, Taylor, Kara, Catherine and I went to the local pub for dinner. I had the 100% Steak Burger (which was not a surprise). The waitress surprised me with a birthday dessert—a brownie and ice cream. It was a great dinner. It was nice to all be together, and for the three to come to Galway to celebrate with me.

We all went out to the Coyote Night Club. It was a fun night, to say the least.

I will always remember my 20^th birthday. Not only was I able to celebrate it with my friends and the amazing people that I met on this tour, but I got to spend it in the heart of this beautiful country—and not many can say that they have done just that.

I got an email from my dad, saying that he remembered the day when I was born—I was wrapped in a blanket and he held me for the first time. He said that that was a happy moment in his life.

It is amazing, looking on the 20 years of my life, and seeing all that I have accomplished, through the glory of God. I am thankful for my life, for my amazing God and for the experiences that never cease to amaze me.

October 28, Thursday

We left Galway bright and early. We headed to the Shrine of Our Lady, which was in Knock, Ireland.

Unfortunately, the actual church was closed, but I still enjoyed the other pretty stuff that I saw.

We had lunch at Strandhill beach.

In 450 B.C., the Celtic people arrived in Ireland, and brought farming and language.

We went to the grave of W.B. Yeats, in Drumcliffe.

“Certainly, travel is more than the seeing of sights, it is a change that goes on deep and permanent, in the ideas of living.” –Miriam Beard

I think about my interactions with so many people in my life time. I have consumed myself in many different situations where I have met so many different types of people. For just a split second, they are strangers, but once I actually take time to get to know them—their individual talents, personalities, and individuality shines and I begin to learn more about life. No longer are these people just “faces in the crowd,” they are people who show me what life is about. A lot of people overlap in similarity, yet many people cannot see this because they do not interact.

Strangers often become my friends—they are people who I continue to pray for, and that I remain in contact with. There is nothing more exciting than being around people. We think that humanity is so different—but when we get to know people, we realize how similar we actually are.

For the world to change, ignorance and selfishness must be fogged up and compassion and understanding must become more visible.

I look at the life of W.B. Yeats and I look at his gravestone. I remind myself, “What can I do in this life, to be that instrument of peace and justice? What actions can I take?”

On this tour, I have met so many incredible people—many young teachers, and people aspired callings and passions. More importantly, when being with these people. I remind myself that I am surrounded by a lot of the world. The universe is on this bud—people from Canada, Australia, New Zealand, South Africa, England and so forth. Each bring a piece of their life and history to this week. Aside from seeing the face of God through astonishing nature—He has been ever more apparent in the people.

We stayed in Derry that night. We arrived at Paddy’s Palace. We soon had a walk tour around the city. This city was one in which I had to be a little cautious about. The city is divided between Catholics and non-Catholics. They barely talk and never cross sides.

The police were standing outside in full uniform—guns and everything. This is when you want to be on your best behavior. After the tour, we came back and had a cookout. It was outside, in the backyard of the hostel. It was decorated really cute and cozy.

The four of us shared a room. After we all ate dinner, we sat around and chatted—eventually gathering around to play the piano to sing some classics. I love singing, especially with a group of new people.

We all went to the local pub. The four of us left early and went back to the hostel, there sharing many laughs.

The people who were in charge of the hostel were very friendly.

When I reflect on Derry, I think about the huge division that is present. The idea of peace and unity seems almost impossible to imagine. Derry is by far a completely different life than I am used to. I cannot imagine living under such a division.

October 29, Friday

Our bus driver and tour guide, Joe, has been a pleasant part of this trip. He has a great sense of humor and always kind.

Off to Belfast!

The four of us went and toured the city, walking to a few shopping areas. In Belfast, the original titanic was drawn in one of the buildings.

We went to the National Trust of Causeway, known as the Giant’s Causeway. We look a lot of pictures. The cliffs, water, and mountains in the distance were all stunning.

After lunch at a local Pub, we went to the Carrick-A-Rede, which is known for their rope walk across two Islands. I have seen such things in movies, but never thought that I would actually see one in real life, moreover, walk across it! It is always about the adventure and overcoming fears.

I was up very high, walking on a rope bridge, that stood over a body of clear blue water. I think that the fact that it was so pretty, helped me to stay semi-calm. But I did it—I walked across it.

For dinner, we hit up an all-you-can eat Chinese buffet. It was nice inside and the food was good—no stomach reaction which is always a good thing. It was nice to eat something a little bit different.

At night, we went to the Crown Bar and on our way home, grabbed pizza at the only fast food place that was open.

This was our last night out as a group—a bittersweet moment for sure.

Good memories make me smile. Meeting these people this week brought a lot of happiness to my life. Although we all have grown up in completely different life-styles, we still are very similar. Our eagerness to see the beauty of Ireland and the world, embodies are potential to crave something more than we know. There is so much out in the there in the world—so why not jump to every possible experience to learn something new, when you can. A man by the name of John Burroughs once said, “The longer I live, the more my mind dwells upon the beauty and the wonder of the world.”

October 30, Saturday

Early in the morning, we got a black taxi tour around Belfast. Like Derry, there is also a big division here in Belfast. It is mind blowing to hear about the continued division between Protestants and Catholics—who do NOT cross paths at all. The wall that serves as the divider point, is the ultimate testimony of such a division. And then I got thinking—this division is not based on religion, but on identity. When you are born into one of these groups, that is the shaper of your life. I think about the young children, who do not know anything other than this life—who are born into a continued hatred generation after generation. Tears layer under my eye lids, because these young children are not able to reach to their fullest ability to see the whole of life. It makes me extremely grateful for my life, that I have been raised to strive to live in unity, peace and justice.

I cannot even IMAGINE, this way of life. During the tour, I was only introduced to such a division that will more than likely continue for years, generation after generation. This offers little room for people to express the fullness of their talents, their dreams and their abilities. It is through differences, and through our interaction with people. Where humanity and life become full, and where our purpose for living is multiplied in greatness.

After the tour, we gathered up our belongings, and the journey was coming close to an end. We stopped for lunch and then made two quick stops on our way back to Dublin. One stop was to Saint Peter’s Church—to learn more about Oliver Plunkett, who was beatified in 1920 and canonized in 1975. In 1979 Pope John Paul II visited Drogheda and prayed before his relic.

The whole tour and week was great. I can go back to America with a great understanding of Ireland. I have seen every city in Ireland. I will go back to America with a huge appreciation for Ireland. I was glad that I had the opportunity before I left to see all of Ireland. There is something magical about this country. A piece of Ireland will always be in my heart. The feeling of warmth, peace and renewed vision that I have gained because of this experience has been a badge of God’s grace, scattered throughout my soul.

October 31, Sunday

Happy Halloween!

Today was one of those days when I felt sick—maybe the flu, but the throat ache did no good for my day.

This morning, a few of us did a shopping trip to Tesco’s to buy our Halloween gear—togas and accessories. I was looking forward to going out and enjoying this great holiday—but I stayed in, with the knowledge that my body just needed rest.

After spending the day with some of the girls, I came back in the afternoon to catch up on emails and just enjoy some peace and quite in my room.

Tonight, I pray for one of my friends who I love dearly, that she is able to feel the grace of God’s love, pouring in her heart, that she is able to see the vision of God’s calling for her life, right before her eyes, and that she will always hold on to trust.

Dear God, watch over me as I go to bed not feeling well. Please protect my family, friends and those who have no food to eat on this day. Amen.

October 18, Monday

Monday was a good day. I woke up to go to my anthropology tutorial. We discussed the essay that we have due right after our fall break.

Next week, I am headed on a tour around Ireland with Kara and Catherine. We get to see some amazing cities, which is going to be nice, since I am leaving next semester.

The trip this past weekend was amazing and breathe-taking, and I cannot imagine that these cities will be any less.

I had my history class today. It is from 3-5, so the two hours can sometimes be killer. Thank goodness he gives us a ten minute break.  Most of us girls were on our Mac laptops for the entire class. No comment.

Tonight I had a play meeting. I was casted in the play, “Slippers and Cinderalla.” It is pretty exciting. There are eight of us in the show. I am looking forward to it.

I came back to my room and curled up in my bed and just read for classes. The philosophy book that I am reading is wonderful. I have been interested more and more in this type of field. As philosophy stresses, we are always challenged to think.

The weather is getting a bit chilly. The sprinkled raindrops and slight breeze of the evening winds brought a sudden chill down my back.

The cooler weather is reminding me of the winter season ahead.

Today was a good day. I am thankful for this day. This day brought happy memories, and many fun times. Each day holds something special, and a glimpse of unimaginable design flourishes. I am thankful for living, breathing, for having a bed to sleep in, for food, for clothes on my back. The basic things that we tend to take for granted, I am thankful for.

As I lay down for bed, I ask that God continues to guide my journey. I ask that He gives me the strength and desire to be the best person that I can be.

October 19, Tuesday

Today I went to my sociological imagination class, but hardly paid attention, as I was on facebook the whole time.

I did not feel that bad, because before class I was working hard on readings and preparations for upcoming papers.

I am all set for my sociology paper.

Tonight I had play practice. I am in the play called “Slippers and Cinderella” I am blessed to have a part. The plot of this play is perfect for me. As many know, I work a lot with poverty issues and with children. The backbone of my ministry and work that I do, is listening to the heart of people. Many kids who I have worked with in the last year, do live poverty stricken lives. I have never been able to fully understand the poverty, but I have been able to relate to the people that I work with on many other levels. More importantly though, I have worked so much with poverty issues, that I feel like I have a fairly good understanding of this real issue---I have some sort of front-line understanding.

In many musicals that I have done, I have played kid roles. It is fun to be a kid again, as I am playing these roles. Kids express a special kind of independence. This play that I am currently in, here in Ireland, is about the following:

The children are alone on Halloween, waiting for news (father’s job search) and arrival of their aunt, Lady Errington. The room is shabby. Myra sews a patch on the worn elbow of Jimmy’s coat. Myra would like to go to the Economy Lecture. They fantasize that a fairy godmother might come and provide equipage and gown to go to the lecture just like Cinderella. So the children wish and then are alarmed as the fairy godmother arrives and the wishes begin to come true. Myra sprouts a splendid gown with an enormous train, none of which can be removed. Then the equipage arrives with a flourish of trumpets, white horses and a coach of gold and crystal as big as a haysteek. Voices start announcing Princess Myra’s Carriage. Terrified and unable to stop the sweep of events, Jimmy gets the clever idea of setting the grandfather clock ahead so that it strikes twelve. As it strikes the street clears, and they return to normal. A telegram arrives announcing that Dad has got his appointment. They will be saved from poverty after all.

The reason why this plot is of great importance to me is because I am playing the role of one of the twins. I get to use this time to imagine what it must be like to actually live in poverty and to wish that a princess would bestow her blessings upon us. There is something special that comes out in the heart of acting. An appreciation for life that may have been once unknown, is now known. I think that it is beautiful.

I am excited to explore this journey of acting here in Ireland. The show is about 40 minutes. There are six different shows. I love acting, and unfortunately I do not have as much time as I would like to act as a hobby. Since I have the time here in Ireland, why not grasp this experience to the fullest?

It is another journey—a journey that will be remembered for my lifetime. When I am older, reflecting on my life, I will be able to see how I was able to use my gifts and talents in many different lights. One, which is acting, and digging deeper into the realm of new approached worlds.

October 20, Wednesday

Aquinas says, "We must love them both, those whose opinions we share and those whose opinions we reject. For both have labored in the search for truth and both have helped us in the finding of it."

Meghan and I studied in the library from 9 until the late afternoon. We were working on loads of assignments that are due. Today we did a lot of preparation to write the big papers.

We got a lot of work done—I would say that it was a pretty productive day.

For lunch, we went into town and headed to the Riverside Café for lunch. It was fancy in there—I got a relaxing feeling when I walked in. I ordered a salmon bagel with chips (as they call fries). My meal hit the stop with no question.

After lunch, we discovered that the library was full of people, and finding a spot was against the evens.

We headed to John Hume, a building on North Campus, and found a room to study in.

Later on, we headed back to Meghan’s room, and slowly we began to burn out. It was already hitting the evening at that point. Caroline and Taylor came in for a bit. I grew up with my dad telling me, “Monica, you stick by your friends through the easiestm challenging and emotional times.” That is a profound statement that my dad continues to live by, as I do.

I came back to my apartment and had an amazing chat with my roommate Ciara and Hannah. As I walked into the kitchen in hopes to prepare a meal, I was not expecting to spend a while chatting with them. I learn so much about people who have lived a completely different life than myself. Hannah and I were talking about the media influence on Ireland culture. Hannah has been great help during my stay here, as she has helped me fix problems with my room furnishings several times now.

Tonight, I was filled with so much happiness, and heartfelt love. I was able to skype with my friend Kathleen, and when I talk to her, I just feel the presence of God storming at hand.

People do not understand how amazing life is---their purpose is always beyond the captured vision.

As I studied today, I read a lot about Thomas Aquinas for a paper that I am doing on him. I am truly astonished by his life. He allowed me to think a lot about my life. He allowed me to reflect on my faith journey while here in Ireland. Many people leave marks of legacy, but only those with creative vision and insightful thinking, leave a mark forever.

Today as Meghan and I walked to lunch, I heard kids telling jokes up ahead of us. The kids laughter reminded me of my childhood days, when I was able to explore that innocence. For me, childhood was that time of imagination, creativity and flowing understanding of what could be possible.

I heard adults communicating with each other in the distance. I saw some bike riders, ride past, as if they were on a direct mission.

Today was a blessing, as are all days. God can show you the tiniest glimpses of His design, right before our eyes.

Tonight I read a story that I got in an email. One of the sisters that I visit back home sent me this wonderful story. It was about a little girl who was able to explore her childhood innocence. She wanted to go out and let the rain just soak on her skin. This reminded me of last year, when Meghan and I sat out in the pouring rain one night. We sat out for a good hour and just talked and let the raindrops drip on our layer-less clothes.

It was that moment in nature—where God became most alive. God has created this amazing world. Yet, do we actually appreciate it? Nothing is created exactly the same. Not one snowflake is the same! What does this say about God’s work of art? God could have made this world black and white, but He chose to use color. He had a plan, and His plan has radiated wonderful creativity. Appreciating nature has put a lot into perspective for me.

Dear God, thank you for this journey. Thank you for the people that I met today, those I talked to today and for the countless blessings that you bestow on me. You NEVER cease to amaze me. I hear your whisper through the simplest forms of life—I can see the outline of your master plan in the brightest patches of everyday life. I am never blinded—never will be.

The quote by Aquinas is true of our lives. We are called to interact with all people—regardless of differences. Our differences allow our lights to shine in whole new ways. In order to find truth, we must love all people. We must listen to the heart of man, to see God in a whole new way. We love all people, because God is in all people.

October 21, Thursday

Meghan and I met at the library to study for an hour before we met with a group of students to discuss the reading that is based on our anthropology exam-essay.

I have always loved getting together in groups, to discuss any topic really. Listening to others express their opinions and beliefs, allows me to reflect on the world around me. Furthermore, I am challenged in my own thinking process.

Our philosophy tutorial was at 3, so with the hour and half that we had, we went to Saint Catherine’s. Saint Catherine’s is a special place on campus. It holds a chapel, with adoration, as well as a room that is welcomed for all people. The room has a piano and sofas. We are allowed to help ourselves to tea, and cookies.

Meghan was playing the piano, as we both sang some of our favorite songs together. Her and I were the only two in the room, but a lady heard us singing from her office, and came into the room to tell us how lovely we sounded. Her affirmation brightened my day, as it did Meghan’s.

Our philosophy tutorial was grand. Meghan presented on Socrates and did a great job. After her presentation, we talked about the differences in American and Ireland—the education system, poverty and the government. The notion of human thought, seen as a public element, was the main high light of our discussion.

I had play practice tonight and had such an AWESOME time. It was so much fun to be on stage again and just act. To play the character of a little girl, has always been enjoyable to me. My fellow actors are great people with a lot of talent.

Tonight we went to the Roost. A lot of students were dressed up in Halloween costumes. I went as myself---typical.

I had a great night out, as always. I ended up seeing my roommate Hannah out, and her and I hung out for a while.

I later saw two of the folks in the play with me, at the Roost.

I love the feeling of knowing people and meeting new people, outside of America.

I met this great guy, named Gavin. Him and I talked about a lot of different topics—ranging from religion, to the typical Ireland life.

I have seen a lot of Ireland, since being here. A lot of Irish folks have told me, “Wow, you probably have seen more of Ireland than we have.”

Ireland is a special place.

When I look outside, as the sun begins to fade behind the clouds, I experience a calming peace. The color of the sunset cannot be explained. God is a great artist, as His artistic design, never ceases to amaze me.

A lot of the laughter in the background, is humanity alive.

Smiles on peoples faces, are signs of God’s greatness.

Some say to always live up an adventure. I say, live it up, but also reach out to see every aspect that makes the adventure so great—which are often the smallest things.

October 22, Friday

I woke up at 12:30 today. My dad would say, “your day is almost over.”

I made a visit to the laundry shop, downtown. I then went to the bank, to print out a bank statement.

I went to a few stores in town, and looked at all of the clothes. There were many different kinds of clothes to look at. The Ireland style is for sure different than American style.

After getting back from town, I went to Saint Catherine’s chapel for some adoration—never taking advantage time with Jesus.

I loved the quietness of the chapel. In silence, God becomes most alive, and I can hear His whisper.

Megan, Taylor and I hung out for the rest of the way. We cooked oatmeal for dinner. Megan added a little extra spice of life to the oatmeal by adding apples.

We then watched My Sisters Keeper in Megan’s common room. This movie really does put life into perspective. So many people complain about the smallest things in life, and tend to be ungrateful for what they have.

The three of us had great bonding time. I love to just simply relax and be with my friends.

Taylor is spending the night in my room tonight. It is my greatest prayer that she will get a good nights sleep.

With friendship, God always knows what He is doing. Friendship is incredibly important in our lives. Each one of my friends, has taught me something about life. In addition, each of my friends support me in a special way.

October 23, Saturday

Today was a grand day.

The campus was empty as many students went home or are already traveling.

I went to pick up my laundry and then I met Megan and Taylor at Dunne’s to do some food shopping. I bought some snacks for my trip this week. (I am touring all of Ireland, with Kara, Catherine and Taylor)

I picked healthy snacks—go me!

We had lunch in Taylor’s common room—turkey and cheese sandwiches. I can always rely on a good sandwich.

Taylor is now coming on the Ireland bus tour with us, which is exciting news.

The three of us wanted to get some homework done. We went to the library—closed. We went to John Hume—closed. The only thing that was open was Saint Catherine’s, although the Internet connection was sadly disappointing. One minute it was working, the other minute it was dead. Although we did not get homework done in there, we still enjoyed the peaceful touch of silence and calming that filled the room. One minute it was sunny, the next minute pouring. That is the beauty of God’s love, right before one’s eyes.

We eventually trailed back to Megan’s room to do homework. We actually got a lot done.

For dinner we each brought something to the table. We had Weight Watchers pizza, pasta, and chicken steaks. A great combination of food, right?

Our friend Casey came to visit for a while. He is a good-hearted guy, from the states. His mom actually went to Saint Mary’s. What a small world?

We all watched The NoteBook. We have been on a movie kick.

After the movie was over, we all actually reflected on the movie, and what true love means in our society and in our lives.

Taylor spent the night in my room again. I am glad that she is able to finally get a good nights sleep—and if that means sleeping in my room, that is totally fine with me.

Today, I experienced amazing peace and silence. As the three of us walked around campus (hoping to study somewhere), the pathways were empty. The sun was slowly fading, beneath the clouds. The gentle breeze reminded me that God was right there with us.

God calls us to different experiences in our lives for specific reasons—He knows exactly what He is doing! God challenges us in ways that may not make sense at the moment, but will later on.

I have seen God mold this journey in Ireland is many ways. He has become more alive than ever. His design of beauty is wherever—no matter what angle of life I am looking at. The lens of His beauty is never foggy.

Dear God, thank you for this journey. Thank you for inspiring each an every day. Furthermore, thank you for allowing me to let go and just enjoy the simplest moments in life. You have molded my journey in ways that I never thought possible. Although this journey has taught me a lot about myself, it has also taught me how to focus more on your will and your calling for my life. 

October 10, Sunday

Sunday’s seem to be my reading days. I read for a good chunk of the day—taking frequent “breaks.”

My friend is still having a challenging time. I was with her in the early afternoon.

Tonight, I went to mass at six.

After mass, Caitlin made dinner. She made chicken tacos. They were delicious. What food have I not enjoyed on this trip so far?

I went to Meghan’s room to talk for a while. She understands me. She knows my heart and my desires, because her and I experienced a lot together last year—Student Government, Five Star, and we were neighbors.

I stopped by in Megan Lynch’s room after to talk to her for a while. She gave me good words of wisdom last night, as well.

You really begin to appreciate people, once you realize that they are right by your side. Friends support each other in different ways. I am thankful for each and every one of my friends, who teach me something about life---that something sparks a new desire and way of thinking in my life.

Tonight I go to bed, with a newfound focus. When the complexities of the world seem to be getting at me, I just have to remember, that I cannot worry. I have to live in the moment, cherish the second, strive to become closer to God and be the best person that I can be. I go to bed with a smile, and with a relief, knowing that I will always be okay, as long as I hold on to trust. I always will, know matter how many snowballs come my way. Not one, will hit me too hard.

October 11, Monday

You can call today a busy one.

Meghan and I started our day working out at 8 in the morning. The gym was occupied by all men, and then us.

We worked out pretty hard.

We both got ready and then met at 10 to take our laundry into town. The laundry lady was sweet and happy. I love meeting good people.

I then had my tutorial—there is nothing better than anthropology.

We got our papers back, and I did pretty well. I am a writer, so I always slam myself for any mistakes that I make.

I went to the bank and then to Dunne’s for some food shopping. I got all healthy food.

We had history class from 3-5---boring. Honestly, I do not understand what this professor is saying. I feel very un-focused, no matter how hard I try.

Megan and I sent texts back and forth, about old times in Queen’s Court. These texts brought many laughs.

I then went to Meghan’s room and we hung out before Roberta’s class.

Tonight, me, Meghan and Kara auditioned for a play. I actually really enjoyed getting back into the realm of theater. Acting is something that I greatly enjoy.

Taylor and I watched a movie tonight. She is starting to feel better, which I am thankful for.

Today, despite going from one place to another, God showed me strength. Through the many people who I encountered today, I learned something about myself. I learned that no matter how busy life may seem, there is always the opportunity to look within, and reflect on the real reason why I get to live this amazing life. When I am able to see this, my focus and attitude are re-directed. My ability to enjoy the every moments of life are that much more pleasant.

Today was a good day. I am able to use my gifts and talents in new ways—in ways that I never knew existed before. I guess they say that this is part of the journey---digging a little deeper and finding that treasure.

October 12, Tuesday

I woke up and did some reading for classes. In addition, I organized my room, and put my fresh laundry away. Gosh does it feel nice to have clean clothes.

My Sociology class was great. We learned about binge drinking and how this has affected our youth culture. Topics like this interest me a great deal.

After class, Annie, Catherine and I, went to Kara’s room to chat for a while. We then headed to our 5:00 English class—could barely understand the lecturer.

After class, I ran into Meghan, Megan, Caroline and Taylor. I went back with Caroline and Meghan for some tea. Then the three of us headed to Dunne’s to buy dinner.

I had hummus and crackers—yum, as my dad would say…not. Meghan ate pasta and garlic bread, and Caroline ate salad, hummus as well as garlic bread. It was nice to eat together.

I then came back to my room, after visiting with the four girls for a while. I did some course planning for next semester, when I get back to Saint Mary’s.

The change in weather is ringing the bell of the winter months ahead. It was a bit chilly this evening. I walked back from Dunne’s in a short sleeve dress shirt—a jacket would have made the walk more comfortable for sure.

On the walk to Dunne’s, I experienced God’s perfect peace. I had this calm sensation inside the depths of my soul. I was happy. I was thankful to be living and studying in a beautiful country.

The sunset began to disappear upon the midst of the clouds. The sky faded more and more with every step that I took.

Cars and trucks passed by, as friendly people waved.

Maynooth is lively, filled with energy and a sense of community.

Today, I strive to focus on the important blessings in my life. Today, I strive to be a witness for all of those that I come into contact with. Today, I hold on to the enduring passion of my faith. Despite any downfall, I will be okay. I am exploring things about myself that I have never before. I am becoming the best version of myself, because for once in my life, I see the hidden vessels between the layers of my skin. The foundation of my existence is flourishing. I am being tested, with many challenges on this journey—isn’t this expected though? I believe so.

October 13, Wednesday

I believe that every girl on this journey was hand picked to explore the depths of Ireland.  This journey has done more than I could ever imagine. God knows exactly what He is doing! That’s our awesome God, for you!

America has to be so complicated. I remember the days, especially during the summer, when I would take out my ballpoint pen and mark my calendar to its fullest capacity. Did I ever take a break? Did I ever just stop? Rarely.

This is why I love Ireland so much. Ireland is a place where I have had the chance to live it up—to have the time of my life. Why not have the time of your life, when you have the chance to?

Each of my friends here, and back home teach me something about life. Each own, individually brings something special. Friends really can help shape you.

Today I made some runs into town. I made my first ATM withdrawal….WOW, about time.

Meghan and I went to sing in the evening. I think that it is safe to say that we were both not really into the singing spirit when we got there. It was still nice though!

We all went out tonight. We went to Brady’s. I had a wonderful time dancing and drinking a nice glass of Bulmer’s Cider.

One our walk home, we stopped at SuperMac’s. The name itself, says a lot. I had a Chicken Sandwich. Meghan ate the fries and we shared the drink.

Tonight was just an amazing time. There was not one moment, where I was not smiling. I love being in Ireland. I love being around my friends. I love the free spirit of the place.

My two roommates and I have bonded this week. Max, is an amazing gentleman. He has this great sense of passion.

Dear God, as I reflect on my time here, you are speaking to me and are filling my heart with new experiences. These experiences are allowing me to see life in its master form.

What does living in the moment mean? So many people cannot even imagine doing this. I never thought that I could. I now am proud to say that I can.

October 14, Thursday

I have always loved kids. I work with youth all of the time—they are my life. I think that it takes someone special to be with kids—someone who has a passion, desire and vision to see kids grow in their most abundant form.

Kids offer that spark of life, that innocence.

This morning, Meghan and I had the opportunity to go to Roberta’s school to hang out with some lovely three year olds for a few hours.

I have a whole new respect for Roberta. (Roberta is our advisor here in Ireland, and a graduate of Saint Mary’s College) She started this school, because she had this vision to help kids. Her school focuses on abstract learning. I was honestly more than impressed with the way that she was teaching. I have this whole new appreciation for education. Roberta is a witness of what can become possible. She knew that there needed to be a change with the schools here. She had this utmost vision to create a school that would truly impact the lives of kids.

I helped the kids with learning their numbers—especially the number 5. I was impressed with these kids intelligence. Kids have more intelligence than people think. We need to let kids use their gifts and talents!!!

Rosie, Amiee, and Erin were three girls who seriously jumped on top of me the whole time. During story time, they were playing with my hair. They all wanted to sit next to me. They just melted my heart in so many ways.

Kids bring that innocent presence.

Roberta showed us around HER school—this amazing school that SHE founded.

We took the kids outside to play.

Saying goodbye to these kids, was like saying goodbye to a piece of my heart. I felt more at home when I was with these kids. It was neat to witness their individual gifts and talents. Their vibrant minds and resourceful eyes, will only continue to bring about many great gifts for their futures.

Meghan, Megan, Taylor, Caitlin, Caroline and I went to the Bagel Factory for lunch. Talk about greatness and calories. I had the turkey club melt. There is not much more to say—I was very content.

Tonight I went to the Saint Vincent De Paul meeting. I signed up to volunteer at the nursing home. This club focuses on social justice, service and community. Right up my alley, I’ll say!

Tonight we all went to the Roost---Thursday’s is Roost night—in the secret room.

As always, I had a fun time dancing and being with my friends. I know what it is like to have the time of my life.

Meghan and I walked back. I checked a few emails and am off to bed.

I think that one of my greatest challenges on this journey has been being away from kids. The opportunity that I had today, was a blessing.

As I listened to the kids singing along to the songs in the background, goose bumps appeared on my arms.

As I heard these 3 year olds talking to each other, a great desire of warmth entered my heart.

As I saw them playing outside, and interacting with one another, I thought—a hopeful future and a proud moment.

In life, we are always being taught. We learn every day. Our best learning often does not come from the textbooks, but rather from the heart of experience, from listening and from understanding. Why not jump into a world of incredible experiences? What are you waiting for?

October 15, Friday

Part of studying abroad, is learning how to become a little more independent. When abroad, I have come to appreciate how lucky I am for my dads great support. Our parents really do, do a lot for us and I think that we do not appreciate this until we are out on our own. Our parents and guardians shape us in a certain way and prepare us for life’s greatest challenges.

I have enjoyed doing everything on my own—cleaning, laundry, cooking and all of the basic activities. My dad has always taught me responsibility and I have been fairly independent for a few years now, but Ireland has taught me something more.

Meghan and I walked to Dunne’s to buy last minute items for our five hour bus ride. We are headed to Killarney for the weekend. This is our last group trip—a bittersweet moment for sure.

Roberta told Meghan and I that our group is the most bonded group that she has ever worked with—this says a lot. It is true though, that our group gets a long and we all have a great time.

Since we were boarding the bus at 4, Meghan thought that it would be smart to cook a bigger lunch. At Dunnes, we bought a natural smoothie drink, chicken, veggies, bread, and potatoes. We were in for a real treat—a lunch that could potentially win the contest for best-cooked meal. 

Along with our lunch purchases, I also bought water, and Meghan bought some fruit and freshly-baked bread.

We came back to my apartment and cooked our lunch. Can I just say yum, yum, yum?

We used our chicken to make chicken sandwiches. They were AMAZING! My goodness. We are excellent cooks.

After lunch we had about two hours, so I stayed in my room and packed.

Our bus ride was fun, but long. Five hours in a bus can cause tired eyes and carsickness, but we all had a great time.

We stopped at SuperMacs—yes, again. I had the chicken breast meal. It was delicious.

We finally arrived to our fancy hotel, called Earls Court House. Everything is very unique and homey. Bridgy, Sarah, little Rose and I are sharing a master suite. Bridy and I are sharing a canopy bed.

We all hung out in Meghan’s room for a while. We watched America’s got Talent. Then, I came back and my four “roommates” and I had a wonderful talk.

Off to bed. We have to get up in six hours—are you kidding?

In the distance, I saw animals roaming through the fields, as I sat in the bus with my knees folded.

I heard laughter in the background.

I love road trips, and I love traveling. More importantly, I love being with my friends.

It has always been a great prayer of mine for God to use His mighty forces and will to lead my life. It is fair to say that God has done more than I could ever imagine on this journey. When I smile, I am smiling at the shiny sun and at my friends who bring a spark of joy in my life. When I cry, I am weeping tears of joy, for this opportunity to explore something that is beyond magical. When I laugh, I am thinking about all of the fun times on this journey. It all comes down to appreciating the experiences that we have in life—from the most simple to the biggest. The world is waiting for us at the tip of our fingers. Why not grasp what is out there, when you have the chance?

October 16, Saturday

The alarm goes off, and I am determined to get out of bed. Just thirty more minutes, please! I skipped the opportunity to take a warm shower.

A cold breakfast was served down in the dining room. I had cheese, bread and fruit. A typical breakfast to start off my morning is always a nice feeling and my stomach sure appreciates it.

Today we spent a lot of time in the bus, touring and driving up the mountains. We went to see the Ring of Kerry. We stopped frequently to take pictures of the stunning scenery. I thought that so far on this journey, I have seen amazing beauty (which I have), but NOTHING compares to what I saw today.

We were able to stop at beaches and stand along the shore of the water. I kept asking myself, “Am I alive right now? Or am I actually in heaven?” What I saw with my eyes, was surreal. From the water, to the mountains, God was a live in the heart of this creation. His face was outlined in the speck of the clouds, and in the mountains. His grace was manifested by the peace that I felt. I sat in the bus and smiled because I knew that God was this amazing God, who has brought a whole new appreciation to my life. It is all about appreciating things in life.

We stopped at the Derrynane House (National Historic Park). The Derrynane House is the ancestral home of Daniel O’Connell, lawyer, politician, and statesman. Situated on 120 hectares of parklands on the scenic Kerry coast, the house displays many relics of O’Connell’s life and career. Extensive gardens have been developed adjacent to the house with many tender plants, including a fine collection of South American Plants.

History is important in our lives, because it has shaped us and has formed our many desires. Our ancestors are history. The air that we breathe is history. The things that have been accomplished and the people that have left a mark, are history. When I learned about O’Connell’s life, I was amazed. Furthermore, the fact that I had the chance to tour his house, and to be walking on the ground of remarkable territory, I felt honored. I felt like I was going back in time, present during his life, and soaking up his ambition passion and calling.

We stopped at a pub for lunch. It was delicious, as all food seems to be here. I am not sure if I have had a let-down with food yet. I had a chicken burger. YUM!

Later, thirteen of us went to mass, at a local Cathedral in town. Something great happened. Roberta asked us, “Who would like to go to mass?” I was sleeping and a lot of people on the bus said aloud, “Moni does! Moni, you wan to go to mass right?”

I thought that this was neat, because it goes to show what God can do through others, when you be that voice. I woke up and said, “Yes, of course I do. Is anyone coming? I would never miss mass.”

I encouraged Taylor and Caroline to come, but kindly reminded them not to feel like they have to, because after all, it is their choice. Then, something great happened—slowly, more and more people got up from their seat and joined me. Thirteen girls ended up going to church, in this beautiful church. The buildings were tall and it was just beautiful inside. So, despite all of the hesitant vibe in the bus, as to whether going to church sounded “like a nice thing” for many of the girls, it ended up being a great experience.

Going to mass with these girls was wonderful. For the first time in my friendship with Caroline and Taylor, we went to mass together. Being centered in the Lord’s presence, is the greatest thing for a friendship.

After mass, Caroline and I lit a candle.

Later, we went to dinner at Kayne’s, a restaurant close to our hotel. It was a great dinner. I enjoyed the many discussions, and time shared with those who I love. I had pork, which melted in my mouth. A nice selection of ice-cream was my desired choice for dessert.

Tonight, most of us went out to a local pub in town. Kara, Irish Danced in front of a medium sized audience. It was fun to watch her dance and for her to be willing to use her gifts and talents for a wider audience.

Dear God, today I saw you in some of the most profound ways. I cannot even begin to explain the beauty that I saw. No words, no pictures but only memory can describe your amazing beauty. I have never seen anything so beautiful. I am in love with you, and with this beautiful world that you have created. I see that in certain parts of the world, there is disaster, war, hatred, and violence. Lord Jesus, today, as I sat in the bus and looked out at your world, I saw the possibility for humanity to appreciate a clean, humble and pure world. Thank you for this day and for allowing me to experience what I did. Peace, sincerity, joy, love, astonishment, and amazement all entered my heart today. I can never thank you enjoy.

Today, as I saw deer crossing the road, lamb up in the mountains, a man walking on the side of the road, babies in their strollers, I thought, ‘Wow, it really is a wonderful life.”

October 17, Saturday

Our day started out early. I got up to the sound of my alarm clock, and jumped in the soothing shower. The hot water felt great. Another blessing that many people take for granted is hot water.

Sarah, little Rose, Bridgy and I were the first bunch down for breakfast. I had cheese and two scones. I went back upstairs and took a fast nap before we boarded the bus at 9:15.

Our stop was at the Muckross house. The house was just lovely. Kara, Taylor, Megan and I went for a carriage ride around the 26,000 acres. The scenery was beautiful—as I was expecting. The carriage ride was nice because we were able to see a good chunk in a short amount of time. Our horse’s name was Bailey.

We nearly begged the carriage rider to let us ride for a reduced rate. It must be the American Spirit in us, because it worked. He was able to cut us a good deal.

We stopped at the waterfall. Is this real life? The path to the waterfall was like a rain forest. The different shades of greens were evidently transparent before my eyes. I had never seen anything like it before. Wow, God speaks powerfully through nature. He is in nature. His presence is alive. His working hands and healing heart was seen my the light breeze and flowing water.

How do I describe the breathe-taking moment that I experienced at the waterfall? I can’t.

A kind gentleman took a picture of the four of us.

Nature is so awesome! When you explore nature, you explore a certain piece inside your soul. When you explore nature, and touch it with the palm of your hand, you are touching God’s artwork. God is the artist and we are audience. He wants us to cherish the little glimpses of nature that make us fully real. Nature should inspire us in our self-discovery journey. I have found God in a whole new way, while being here in Ireland, because I have never seen Him so alive in nature. Many think that God is only up there watching over us. Wrong! He is right in front of us. He is in the sunshine, the wind, in the heart of human beings, through the reflection of the water, in the breeze from the trees, and in the art of His great design. God designs us in greatness. We much appreciate the greatness that is right before our eyes. When we do, we find Him. We merely touch Him. How do we know that He is there? It is the peace, the calmness, the happiness and the reality of life, that confirms that He is right there.

On the carriage ride, I saw many children walk, ride, or be carried past us. Little kids of all ages were happy, smiley, waved at us and were filled with joy. The kids reminded me of God’s chosen angels on this earth. Like I said before, kids teach us many things about life. Their imaginations and appreciation for life, and for nature, invite us to hold this same type of desire.

God is a live. He is present. He is in the now. God has invited me to explore a journey in witnessing His greatest designs. My whole outlook on life in changed forever.

The peace I felt, and still feel is a peace that I cannot describe. It is a peace of renewal for my life. It is a peace of knowing that a world of fame, material pursuit, war, hatred, violence and ignorance, is NOT the only world possible.

This whole trip was wonderful. Aspects of myself and who I am called to become, were shown throughout this weekend. I asked God for a favor and He heard me. He did the favor. I have said many times that God has done amazing things on this journey. Praise Him!

We had lunch at the Garden restaurant. It was great. I had chicken, rice, potatoes and veggies. I had yogurt for dessert. My meal melted in my mouth. My friends were obviously hungry as they consumed their food within ten minutes. A lot of us got the same thing. I have been thankful for all of these meals on our group trips.

We boarded the bus. Roberta asked if anyone needed to run to the bathroom just one more time (since it was really close to the bus). A good number of eyes looked at me (my kidney’s work well when I drink a lot of water), and I ran to the bathroom one more thing. I am not sure what it is—whenever I drink water, no matter how much, I have to se the bathroom bad.

The bus ride was grand. We watched two movies—Enchanted, and Harry Potter. We stopped at a gas station for a much needed bathroom break. A lot of got sandwiches to eat back on the bus. They were only 2.50 Euro. What a great deal!

Tonight, my roommate Ciara, her friend and I had a nice dinner. We also had many great conversations. We were talking about the language system and how even though we all speak English, there are still different meanings and word usage. I think that this is awesome. We were talking about the different cultures (between Ireland and America). Ciara’s friend said to me, “It is great how you are embracing our country.” She is from Ireland but said that she often does not appreciate her country. She also has not been to a lot of cities outside her own.

Traveling around Ireland has made me appreciate my country in a whole new way. I often take for granted the beauty that is around me at all times. No matter what, God’s artwork will never fade. God’s beauty is around us each and every single day—we just have to appreciate it. We have to take the time to appreciate it, and see God through the smallest vessels of nature. I really believe that God’s love unveils significantly through the discernment of nature.

It was nice to have dinner with these two girls. I love learning about people. Of course, we all have our own interpretations for what a county should and is like. However, when you actually experience it for yourself, and talk to people who live in it, you begin to re-focus your lens. Stepping out of your comfort zone to reach beyond the limit, is one of the key educating tools for life.

In many ways, this journey has changed my life. Finding God in a whole new way, taking time to appreciate the moment, finding a peace and happiness in my heart like never before, being with some of my great friends, allowing my mind to be transformed in God’s will, enjoying the food that I eat, and trusting even more in God, than ever before, are all the backbones of this exciting time in my life.

Dear Lord, please guide my focus, so that I can be the best person that I can be. Bless the rest of my time here, that I continue to strive in your holiness. Amen.